I feel like total shit. I haven't cut.. yet. But god do I ever need to. I can feel myself falling back into old habits... old emotions. I feel it consuming me again, and the voices have started up agian. Still fuckin have those stupid images every time i close my eyes... it's killing me. I feel like I'm going insane again. Feel like I need to die so I don't hurt anyone else. Thing will get better though.. i hope. Peace all.